Really struggling

I have really been struggling the past few weeks. I went to the fat doctor about 2 weeks ago and I was holding onto 9 pounds of water! Then we went to Florida, which I always gain water sitting in the car for hours and hours, and eating out for most meals. I was so super careful with my weight loss and my milk allergy, I didn't get sick once!!!!

I was really stupid on the way back and weighed myself on one of those gas station scales, seeing I haven't had a scale in over a week I was curious. It gave me some outrageous weight. I got so discouraged. I decided that I am just not gonna give up!

I am back down to what I was at home before leaving, probably still holding onto some water. I am gonna keep on keeping on. Just got to get over the hump and do not quit! Hope you have a better vacation than I do :)

Here is some vacation pics. We went to daytona beach, it was fun and got some great exercise!

I think I've lost my mind!

So one of my dream list goals is to be in a race, and now I'm training for a a 5k. I really think ive lost my mind! I am so excited, but terrified at the same time. I'm still around 332 right now, inching closer to the 200s, but inching. I do not want to injure myself, or quit.

30 pounds lost reward

Finally hit the 30 pound gone!!!! Here is a picture of my new bead. I think I am going to get my nails done today:)

Dream List

So I have been watching Ruby on netflix and they mentioned a dream list. So here is mine

Mary's Dream List

□ Para-sailing

□ Horse Riding

□ Fly in a small airplane

□ Fly in a hot air balloon

□ Fit into a size 18 Jeans

□ Go to Las Angles

□ Cross my Legs

□ Walk/Run 5k

□ Go to Europe

□ Go to Australia

□ Ride a Electrical Bull

□ Wear Heels

□ Have a Job

□ Get off Blood pressure medication, acid reflux medication, and anxiety medication

□ Sky Dive

□ Ride a roller coaster again- Especially at Disney World

□ Lose 100 pounds

□ Go on a mission trip

□ Help build a habitat for humanity

□ Help at Ronald McDonald house

□ Donate Blood

□ Wear a spaghetti strap top

□ Wear a bikini

Goodbye 340's!!!!

OK I am 1 pound away from losing 30 pounds since January 1st this year. I am so so so close I can taste it. I feel like all I have been doing for the past week and a half is getting rid of water weight from vacation. I have my new bead bought because I had kohl's cash that was going to expire and a good sale. I cant believe I am in the 330s how crazy is that? I feel so proud of myself honestly. This journey is no where close to being over but I feel like we are well on our way. The thing that amazes me is the amount of weight I have to lose now is 139 yay!!!  My new clothes are too big on me now and I am going to have to start getting new clothing again soon, at least bottoms.


I got these at the end of last summer from Catherine's on clearance 4x they were a bit big but not this big had to get rid of them...my new 3x are now too big too oops

                                          

Vacation and weightloss

Vacation and weightloss is a oxymoron pretty much.
I have been down in tn visiting family and it's been a wonderful time! I have had issues finding places I can eat that are low fat/healthy and dairy free. Sometimes when I'm outta town I just want to assure I won't be getting something I'm allergic to. I am so
thank for subway!!!! I go Wednesday back to my awesome bariatric doctor and I really hope that I have lost some because I am so close to my second bead for my bracelet!!!! I was given some pictures of the lady I was named after my great grandmother she's so pretty :) here's some pictures of me and my new skirt that didn't fit a few weeks ago

 I wouldn't haven't been able to do this even a year ago to go on top of look out mountain and enjoy life...how much life have I missed out on?

Just some pictures of me in a new skirt I could not fit into a few weeks ago how exciting!!! Oh and I love fashion bug's junior plus shirt's!

 The Delta Queen

The Lady I was Named after

Looking Back

Here is me about a year ago...

and two years ago....

and the end of 2010....