Dream List

So I have been watching Ruby on netflix and they mentioned a dream list. So here is mine

Mary's Dream List

□ Para-sailing

□ Horse Riding

□ Fly in a small airplane

□ Fly in a hot air balloon

□ Fit into a size 18 Jeans

□ Go to Las Angles

□ Cross my Legs

□ Walk/Run 5k

□ Go to Europe

□ Go to Australia

□ Ride a Electrical Bull

□ Wear Heels

□ Have a Job

□ Get off Blood pressure medication, acid reflux medication, and anxiety medication

□ Sky Dive

□ Ride a roller coaster again- Especially at Disney World

□ Lose 100 pounds

□ Go on a mission trip

□ Help build a habitat for humanity

□ Help at Ronald McDonald house

□ Donate Blood

□ Wear a spaghetti strap top

□ Wear a bikini

Goodbye 340's!!!!

OK I am 1 pound away from losing 30 pounds since January 1st this year. I am so so so close I can taste it. I feel like all I have been doing for the past week and a half is getting rid of water weight from vacation. I have my new bead bought because I had kohl's cash that was going to expire and a good sale. I cant believe I am in the 330s how crazy is that? I feel so proud of myself honestly. This journey is no where close to being over but I feel like we are well on our way. The thing that amazes me is the amount of weight I have to lose now is 139 yay!!!  My new clothes are too big on me now and I am going to have to start getting new clothing again soon, at least bottoms.


I got these at the end of last summer from Catherine's on clearance 4x they were a bit big but not this big had to get rid of them...my new 3x are now too big too oops

                                          

Vacation and weightloss

Vacation and weightloss is a oxymoron pretty much.
I have been down in tn visiting family and it's been a wonderful time! I have had issues finding places I can eat that are low fat/healthy and dairy free. Sometimes when I'm outta town I just want to assure I won't be getting something I'm allergic to. I am so
thank for subway!!!! I go Wednesday back to my awesome bariatric doctor and I really hope that I have lost some because I am so close to my second bead for my bracelet!!!! I was given some pictures of the lady I was named after my great grandmother she's so pretty :) here's some pictures of me and my new skirt that didn't fit a few weeks ago

 I wouldn't haven't been able to do this even a year ago to go on top of look out mountain and enjoy life...how much life have I missed out on?

Just some pictures of me in a new skirt I could not fit into a few weeks ago how exciting!!! Oh and I love fashion bug's junior plus shirt's!

 The Delta Queen

The Lady I was Named after

Looking Back

Here is me about a year ago...

and two years ago....

and the end of 2010....

I can see ....

I really can see how someone can quit a life change. I can see how that most obese people fail at losing weight and keep the fat and don't forsake it. I was really sick all last week, I am not sure if it was a virus, medication, or what but I am feeling so much better. I am glad I am back onto the horse and keep on going!!! The weight doctor said that I have lost 5 pounds of fat, but still holding onto water, but it could be anything from female problems to the temperatures outside. I am just glad I get to cross off another number on my chart of fat! I also measured myself and have lost inches and that is exciting to me! I put on my shorts from last year and they fit comfortably and this is all new and exciting...

I went bowling last week which was A LOT of fun and haven't done that in a long long time

I was able to go fishing before I got sick and was able to do that all day, a year ago I could not have ever been able to do that! how awesome is that? 

All I eat is pills

I am really struggling lately. I'm on a new medication that doesn't make me hungry. My brain disease is acting up and I'm on a million pills it seems like, I'm taking 15 a day, 15!!!!!! I am so sick and tired of being sick!!!!!! I havent really kept track of my food since Saturday afternoon, havent eaten much either, or lost anything. I hope I start feeling better soon, at least to get back out riding my bike

Circus Victory

So big news is about two weeks ago I went to the circus, and had an amazing experience! I actually was able to sit in one of the seats comfortably!!!!! I couldn't last year! I am so excited.

 This week I've seemed to gain water because I've lost inches and I'm in a size 24 now!

 I got a cool three wheel bicycle as well.