Personal trainer-day 1

Ok so first day with a trainer was not as horrible as I thought it would be. I did almost puke on him. I am not sure why I was so nauseous this morning. I am really just worn out more than anything, going and moving for an hour from different thing to different thing is not what I have been used to. I am fairly sure that mentally getting my mind around going back into the gym and working with a trainer is just as exhausting. he did push me pretty far today in some areas farther than I thought I could go. I just don't want to make excuses for my pseudotumor and not work out as hard as I should.
Well, I took a picture of me today it's on the right ( had to compare it to one earlier in the year).

40 pounds gone

Well I finally hit the 40 pounds gone! I'm so glad, finally!!! I'm actually down 42 now. Its a pretty awesome feeling to actually accomplish this. These 40 pounds have taken so long and so hard to lose. Here is a picture of my new bead:) I also went and tried on more dresses for my brothers wedding in October.
The 40 pounds hasn't been easy at all but here we go to the next 60...

Goodbye 330s

So finally out of the 330s!!!!! I'm so close to being to 40 pounds weight loss since January 1st 2012. 91 pounds total!!! I'm Really frustrated in how long this 10 pounds of weight took to lose. I found some old pictures of myself and look at the difference.

Really struggling

I have really been struggling the past few weeks. I went to the fat doctor about 2 weeks ago and I was holding onto 9 pounds of water! Then we went to Florida, which I always gain water sitting in the car for hours and hours, and eating out for most meals. I was so super careful with my weight loss and my milk allergy, I didn't get sick once!!!!

I was really stupid on the way back and weighed myself on one of those gas station scales, seeing I haven't had a scale in over a week I was curious. It gave me some outrageous weight. I got so discouraged. I decided that I am just not gonna give up!

I am back down to what I was at home before leaving, probably still holding onto some water. I am gonna keep on keeping on. Just got to get over the hump and do not quit! Hope you have a better vacation than I do :)

Here is some vacation pics. We went to daytona beach, it was fun and got some great exercise!

I think I've lost my mind!

So one of my dream list goals is to be in a race, and now I'm training for a a 5k. I really think ive lost my mind! I am so excited, but terrified at the same time. I'm still around 332 right now, inching closer to the 200s, but inching. I do not want to injure myself, or quit.

30 pounds lost reward

Finally hit the 30 pound gone!!!! Here is a picture of my new bead. I think I am going to get my nails done today:)

Dream List

So I have been watching Ruby on netflix and they mentioned a dream list. So here is mine

Mary's Dream List

□ Para-sailing

□ Horse Riding

□ Fly in a small airplane

□ Fly in a hot air balloon

□ Fit into a size 18 Jeans

□ Go to Las Angles

□ Cross my Legs

□ Walk/Run 5k

□ Go to Europe

□ Go to Australia

□ Ride a Electrical Bull

□ Wear Heels

□ Have a Job

□ Get off Blood pressure medication, acid reflux medication, and anxiety medication

□ Sky Dive

□ Ride a roller coaster again- Especially at Disney World

□ Lose 100 pounds

□ Go on a mission trip

□ Help build a habitat for humanity

□ Help at Ronald McDonald house

□ Donate Blood

□ Wear a spaghetti strap top

□ Wear a bikini